notes from the inside
author unknown
compiled by Jack Crompton

2/24/2007

What follows is a paraphrased synthesis of information brought forth by an entity who used the moniker ‘Insider’, on a four day series of internet question and answer style postings in September 2005. For clarity, I’ve distilled the answers from the original 48 page document and organized his/her’s comments here by topic.

The perspective in which this information is shared is one that embodies a maturity that transcends polarity viewpoints. Take it for what it is... I think it has great value. -JC

On who is really in control of the Universe:

• Everyone answers to the One, eventually.

• The One has many manifestation/emanations and characteristics which are present in a hierarchy of beings with different workings but all operating together. All are incorporeal and immaterial although some may operate bodies in a fashion different from ours. Some, by lowering their frequency which is actually emmanating a form from themselves, may appear in the material world. All are praised for they are part of The One who creates the Good and they direct theirs to the One too.

The One Is. Self-Existent, Pure, Good and the Creator of all that is Good.

• ‘Higher beings who govern this realm’ – they penetrate everything and they are benevolent.

• The ones you know ‘by name’ are NOT the true (controlling) 'bloodlines' you have been taught by theorists. They are not the ones who write the symphony, neither do they conduct it. The ‘known names’ (the elite, rich and powerful public figures from Presidents, to Royalty to business and entertainment idols) merely play the violin or cello when they are told to, the way they are told to.

The control structure is in the shape of a pyramid... Yes. But people forgot the underground chamber. The top of the pryamid is NOT the top.


On Devine Law:

Divine Law is the manifestation of the Will of the Superior One – which not only creates everything that exists within this universe, but also maintains, nourishes, balances, energises and renews it. It also reigns in other realms, including the realm you originally belong to.


On Struggles/Conflict:

• There is only one struggle, and it is now – here on this planet and on a personal level... Meaning, you only.

There is no enemy you can attack except yourself.

• If you are busy attacking something else, you're wasting precious energy and you will fail. If you succeed, there will be no more struggle.

• Do not pay attention to ‘world events’. They are all orchestrated to make you pay attention to them. The struggle you should pay attention to is totally on a personal level.

Fear is based on physical impulses. The physical is not important.


On Who We Are

• Higher Beings and Souls are different entities. We humans are Souls. Higher Beings do not enter bodies in this era. They are incorporeal and do not experience this world the way we do. Souls are corporeal. We are in this material, physical plane and experience it’s low frequencies as reality, although we may float above it and experience the higher realm too. You are not in your body, but encompass it while being present in another invisible body.

• This invisible body consists of similar elements to the Soul (which is you) yet this invisible body is entangled with the physical plane. The Soul connects with the visible body through energies transmitted by the invisible body to the brain, heart and areas in the spine. Hence, we as Souls may control the body and it’s functions, enabling us to experience this realm. We as Souls are dual, meaning we are also somewhere else, waiting to be united in another realm.


On Politics:

• The more divided people are, the easier it is to rule over them.


On Polarity:

• Just because it comes across as negative in this realm does not mean it is negative in the Big Picture.


On Self-Deception:

• The perfect slave is the one who says, ‘I am not a slave’. It is like an alcoholic saying he isn’t an alcoholic so therefore he will always be an alcoholic (in denial).

• Humans who worship ‘evil’ think that they are worshipping the ‘good’.

• Humans are corrupt while on this planet. Every single one of us.


On Self-Responsibility:

You get what you deserve. That is how the Universe works.

• We are neutral and doing our duty which many times comes across as being negative. But if you observe closely, you will see we merely spread the tools which can be used by you to either free or chain yourself. It’s your choice.

The Divine Law has a purpose for you and it is not on this planet. Prove you are worthy again to be released. The ‘distraction’ (world drama) is part of that. It is about knowing who is and who is not. The one’s who support any of these known faces (leaders, political or religious, celebrities, ‘heroes’) are failing.

Knowing yourself and where you really are, are the two most important issues that you should be involved with. That is your task to find out. In fact, if someone gave you the correct answers, it would not mean a thing to you for they would not be integrated in you the way they would be if you have found them yourself.

You play the victum part. You do not even accept that you have free will, therefore you will always be ruled over, and never prevail and deserve everything you get according to Universal Laws.

It is not our duty to enlighten you. That is your responsibility. We hand out the ‘tools’ that can be used in the way that you choose to. For ‘good’ or ‘bad’.

The tools are in your hands, around you, everywhere. It is even being drawn out of you. It is your duty towards yourself to reveal them to yourself and then do as you please with them. There is always a consequence.


On gaining progress on your own path:

BE LIKE THAT WHICH YOU WANT TO CONNECT WITH as much as possible.

• Recollect everything you used to know (before this incarnation). Devalue the things which were taught to you since you forgot the former, and return.

The TRUTH cannot be hidden. It wants to be known by you. It is inviting you every step of the way... Every moment of your life. However, it is being presented to you accompanied by perversions, corrupt additions to confuse and make you accept the latter. There is no one book that contains 100% of the Truth. Your mission is to pick it out where you find it and live accordingly to it. Incorporate it into every aspect of your life. That is the hardest part for people. You have to float above this physical/material world while being in the body that dictates the opposite. That is the challenge of being here in a nutshell.

• Because the Truth wants to be understood by you, the Truth is by necessity and divine providence, simple. It is right in front of you.

• Do not join secret societies or religions, no matter what they are. Accept no gurus, prophets, preists, etc. as any legitimate authority on Divine matters. You need only yourself and the Divine. No intervention by anyone else... ;that will only corrupt and delay your progress.

It is the task of every soul to accomplish ‘unconditional love’ while in this human shape. There is a part of the journey that can be called ‘escape’, which is followed by transcendance. If one fails, there is reincarnation. However, the world ‘love’ is misunderstood. It is not meant to be love in the meaning of human terms, which humans are enslaved by. That is a corrupt version of the real one.

Temperance will lead you to the rightful place from where it all starts. Before this, you must know yourself and what this place is (where most people go wrong). Otherwise, your thoughts will be filled with errors which lead to erroneous ways.

There is no short cut for discovering the truth of and for yourself. These matters are not passed on to you in detail by someone, because that actually will lead to the opposite of what needs to be achieved.

• It is necessary to have a view of the whole spectrum (to make meaningful progress). When it is partial, it will be like looking through the window while it is partially covered with curtains. You do not know what is behind that covered part therefore cannot act accordingly. What covers the whole spectrum?

Understand this place. Understand what and where it is. Know what you are and how you came here.... Why you are here, and how to return from where you came. Prepare yourself for the answers. Cleanse yourself, reach out for the Mind, speak within and without that you are ready. Then, live strictly according to the answers.

• It is not a wise thing to know many people.



On ‘Distractions’:

• ACCEPT NO HUMAN INTERVENTION between you and the Devine.

• Worship of a human, for any reason, is an abomination.

Do not waste energy waiting for events, being generic and inanimate. Your stay will only be extended.

The body rebels every time you reach higher to that realm. The physical body has the task to let you experience this reality and whenever you search for the other, it resists. This is it’s duty, so repect it and gently tame it. Also, beings will accompany your thoughts and try to divert them. Again, this is their duty, so show respect and that will be recognized by them. Never see them as maliscious or evil. They will only react to your actions.

There it NOT a force anywhere that does not want you to be what you really are. The opposite is true, but they also have their own jobs to do in this drama, their own tasks to fulfill.

• The body forces you to experience empathy, hate, remorse, and all other emotions. Together with desires and passions, they confuse you, and make you forget yourself. In this sea of emotional stimulation, it is easy to forget yourself and become a dumbed-down version of yourself. Emotions have their foundation in this material/physical world. The more you let them be your masters, the stronger you will chain yourself to this world, which is contrary to your duty. Yet, do not loathe them. Respect them. Channel them to a place where they can be used for something substantial.

If it is getting critical acclaim, and being promoted heavily, you know what time it is. It may come with some truths, but they will be floating in a sea of perversions. No one is saying the authors are doing this intentionally. Some do... The ones who have ‘sold their souls’ for the ego attention of fame and riches. Some don’t and the latter get noticed and promoted because it serves someone higher up. Nothing is easier than to write a best selling book/hit album/movie script if you know what the highest promoter’s agenda is.

• The rule is: If it is promoted, praised, applauded, critically acclaimed, free.... Be very wary. But if one is too wary, you could miss gems that are deliberately passed on in between the manipulation tools by some.

Read carefully: When masses are made to believe something negative, they may create what they did not want, which is how, for instance, the New World Order (like you people name it) works. You are believing it is taking shape, so it will take shape and theorists are major players in helping this taking shape by bombarding you with ‘facts’ that it is taking shape. Claiming you are giving in power everyday, and they control you more.... While in reality, you are in full control! So, the people ‘waking up’ to it are the ones who are actually creating it. Visualization also works that way around.



On paranormal abilities:

• This ability (visualization/manifestation) is there for everyone to receive it... You just have to dial it in. It is being provided by the Divine Law to everything/one that searches for it.

• Visualization works because it is an essential way of the creational process in this material universe. The Universe is a living enitity who uses it’s Mind to create and the beings created from that Mind may have the same power within their boundaries.

• To use it, you have to reach a certain stage in your development. It means living by strict rules (for yourself), and applying them to everything you do in life, in detail.

• (Power of Universal Mind) Beware how you use it. It is not yours...not in this realm.


On Birth:

• The time of birth, as well as the time of passing on, is predetermined, along with the environment, parents, circumstances of birth, health, etc. Nothing is coincidence. But after puberty we enter a period of 100% free will... we are fully responsible for our actions and we experience the results of them. Having free will, we determine the quality of our lives and even can determine the way we pass on (but not the timing, which is set).

• The first thing a baby does when born is cry. It does so, because the Soul is conscious of what it has been born into and is in a state of disbelief. You are more conscious of what you are and where you are during these moments than you are now. The Soul makes the body cry because it is either the first time it has come into this physical realm (in a few cases), or it realizes it has returned through reincarnation, after failing in the former life (the vast majority).


On the conspiracies regarding the elite ‘illuminati’ families:

• These ‘known’ families are merely dancers to the tune. The ones who are known in public are NOT the ones in control. The ruling familes are rarely mentioned in history and no one will ever know who they really are.

• The ‘Bush’s’ are not the true bloodline. In fact, they are your kind who wanted to be worshipped by your kind. They are not the composers/conductors. They just play the flute the way they are told to.

Bushs, Clintons, Sharons, Arafats, Hitlers, Dalai Lamas, Mandelas, Blairs, Gores, Chavezs, Ghandis, Kennedys, Lennons, Dylans, Einsteins, Michaelangelos, Popes, Ceasars, Aristotles, Herodotus, Akhenatons... They ALL play/played their part the way they are/were told to. These people who love recognition and the praise of your kind would not be allowoed to be in the same room with some people I am related to.


On ‘dark polarity’ beings:

• ‘Malicious’ beings are from this realm, this is their home.

• Everytime you cuss, talk negatively, plot a scheme, get violent, utter lies, support murder, get sexually aroused, are afraid, jealous, even laugh out loud, being ‘overly’ joyfull (all related to emotions/passions/desires), these beings appear near you.... One, two, three, or more.

• You cannot hate them for they are doing their task, their rightful duty and it is connected to YOUR BEHAVIOUR. Understand – You are the perpetrator, they react. They never instigate. You do. If you do hate them, you are missing and important part of the reality. Respect them up to a certain point. This will show you are conscious about them and that will be recognized. They are not actually ‘malicious’. They only appear to you in your manufactured perception to be so.


On Religion:

Religions are created by us. The religions that now rule are the ones that are under total control. They all are a bit ‘off’. There is a core of truth, but it is drowning in a sea of perversions for you to pick out.... Good luck!

• If the name of an entity (deity) is public, then it means it was fabricated.

• Read this slowly: Love, it is not to be understood in human terms. This is the corrupt version. The teaching of the real Christ are not the teachings of Jesus of Nazareth, although the latter adopted many from the former. The Christ has a different name, but I use what is familiar to you here for convenience. The message was there since the real Christ revealed Itself in another era than ours. Jesus was part of our era. There is a difference in the way it is being spread in Christianity and it is corrupt.

Without the appearance of the real Christ on Earth, we would not know how to return for the Divine Law which through the Universal Mind allows us to ascend. This was revealed by the real Christ. Where we are, what, who, how, why when, are all revealed by It in accordance to the Will of the Good One and the real Christ should get all the praise. It is crucial–Not that it needs your praise. Higher Beings don’t need us for anything in our present form. But it is a way to let it be known that you are conscious about It. You need the recognition that it grants you.



On Personal Power:

Be careful what you say, you are harming yourself.

• Do you know that not just spoken words but also written words emanate a frequency which have a direct effect?

• The real Christ did it’s duty fully and successfully. Now, it is your turn. If you fail, don’t blame the Divine. The Divine is blameless in Earthly matters. When you get sunburned do you blame the Sun which animates life on Earth and beyond or do you blame yourself for laying out for hours in the sun without protection???

• Real consciousness is what is provided you when you are in tune with the Mind of the Universe which operates according to Divine Law. This mind penetrates everything. It rules over everything. So, if you would connect with it, you may know it’s unlimited power. No prison can confine this power. Hence, there will be an escape, and you will be guided up to a certain point. Yet, most of the work is to be done by you. This is only the beginning. Much work lies ahead concerning yourself.


On peak oil:

• ‘Peak Oil’ is a manufactured term/situation. The earth is producing more oil/gas than is presently now being used. Believe it or not, it is a natural process that ‘the more you take, the more the earth produces to balance itself’. Study the bees and the way they produce honey and you will understand this.


On the end of the world:

• There will be a time when everyone will be released (from this 3D dimensional polarity experience), but that is not a mass event. It is rather one by one. Work on yourself.


On earth being a ‘prison planet’:

Yes, it is. And even worse. The ones who believe the contrary will never escape from it’s bondage.


On the gaining of Knowledge:

• You are still here (in 3D) because of your lack of understanding. Do not think in ‘us’, but in ‘I’. The ‘us’ will come in another realm.

• Before accepting a certain knowledge, you have to investigate where it comes from. Do you know where the ‘knowledge’ that you just typed out comes from? When it was released? How it became and by whose hands? More importantly, who controlled those hands documenting it? Knowledge does not just appear out of nothing. It is passed on. Always. There are no exceptions.


A suggestion:

If you choose to:

Thank everyday the Good One where everything has it’s beginning for Being, for It’s Devine Law providing you with a chance to return to your original state.... The realm you truly belong to. For It’s Power of Necessity – applying the justified corrections that you experience everyday.

Praise the Higher Beings who opperate according to the One’s Divine Law, which are manifestations/emanations of the One, for providing the means of Life in all areas, sustaining them and providing these means for your benefit, guiding you to the release and more.

• When addressing Divinity, (read again) be careful to articulate well. Do not demand, tell, beg, order, suggest, or ask (which are abhorrences). Just state, and do your duty.